I find myself staring out the window to see if Connor will c.. (OnlyFans)

I find myself staring out the window to see if Connor will come out and play. I have turned into the stereotypical Cougar chasing spring fresh cock. I'm good with that. Just saying.

I find myself sitting around thinking about fucking an 18 yr old. Then fucking the 18 yr olds 38 yr old father. Then fucking his 58 yr old grandfather. I want the father and grandfather to be happily married. Weird detail, but that turns me on for some reason. Then I want to run into them all at a restaurant or someplace like that, including their wives. I want to see how awkward it gets for all of them. Of course, the wives wouldn't know, but that makes me even swampier in the pussy knowing I'm the side piece. The side piece they would leave their wives for. But I want the 18 yr old to have the largest, most perfect cock of all of them. Then when I'm fucking dad and grandpa, I would let them know they can't fuck me near as good as the boy does. Man, I'm a bizarre fucker. I haven't a clue why I think this shit up and then masturbate to it. I should see someone about it. I don't really care. I would rather be thinking up this weird shit and plotting how to make it happen than sitting around waiting to die.

I have sat around with married couples where I have bred with the husband, and the wife had no idea. Hell, I've done that with friends. I am not to be trusted. Why in the world would anyone trust me around dick and or pussy, for that matter. I blame you. You know what I'm going to do. I'm a known quantity. If I tell you to trust me, then I am going against everything you already know about me. In fact, if I say trust me, you absolutely should not. Well, actually, I am very trustworthy in just about every aspect of life. My complete and utter failure in the trust department. I will fuck your husband, wife, son, daughter, and I will do it repeatedly, even if you catch me. I can't help it. It's who I am. 

I see sex differently than most people, apparently. I don't see sex as a commitment breaker. I don't catch feelings for someone just because we fucked. Thanks for the use of your dick. See you later. I know a lot of you do catch feelings. They aren't real. It's the dopamine running through your system. When I fuck someone, I understand they don't belong to me. It's just my turn. Then it's someone else's turn. I don't get to keep hogging the playground, so to speak. Not that I don't get excited waiting for my turn, I do. Very excited. I like that. It makes fucking so much better when there is a build-up to it. Could I get feelings for someone because they fucked me stupid? I could. But only for his dick or her pussy. I don't like Bob. But I am in love with his cock. So I pretend to like Bob so I can still have a relationship with his penis. His dick needs me. I genuinely believe that. Without me, it wouldn't be using its full big dick potential. Do I like being ordered around by a 24 yr old douche rocket because he has a magical cock? Yes, I do. I don't know why but I like being addicted to his dick. I like that I ran out on friends when he called so I could take it in my ass and then be told to hit the road. I like licking his sperm off the floor because he wants to see me do it. I find the mental aspect of that excruciatingly sexy. I like the way his cock makes me cum in under thirty seconds, and there is nothing I can do about it. I don't particularly appreciate that he's an asshole. Or maybe I do. Perhaps that's part of the turn-on. Being required to do things for an asshole so I can feel his dick rearranging my guts. Yeah, that's probably got something to do with it. I'm wet right now, so I'm pretty sure it does. Fuck me, I've gone and turned myself on. Where the fuck is Connor when I need him?