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I didn't sleep enough last night, and master andi had a meeting this morning where he told me the new responses he wants to condition me into having,  and how im to stretch my cunt twice a day, and he focused on how me and mistress and another girl will be trained all together. I did my stretching while listening to bimbo files (video coming later) and then edged and read porn.  Master fucked my mouth after our meeting. My head is buzzy and weak and I'm all fragile and tired. I made his lunch but not my own. I should eat. I want to cum so much but he told me specifically not to. 
There are times when being just one of his women is hard; it's what I want but it's hard.  I'm scared of not having enough of him. But I know that this is the poison I want to be free of; the idea of being "special", important, the one. I'm not "the one", im "one of". It makes me wet and sometimes it makes me sad and I always want more. 
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