Untitled (Fansly)

This is an unusual unboxing video full of deep thoughts.

Have been facing some tough weeks. In general with everything in life there are highs and lows, most of the times when this happens I just keep it to myself and don't share that with you, but I feel like I want to keep it real and show you that this is not all rosy and dreams. 

Not gonna lie to you, it is a negative spiral when you keep showing up, you keep innovating, keep posting everyday, but the results somehow are far from expected. During the current month I have been experiencing major self doubts, thinking to myself why is this happening, what should I do more, what am I missing here? You always expect an ascendent curve and no one prepares you for the self doubt when the descent curve kicks in. I have even started watching some videos about how to move on past this. 

It will pass, I know it will, but if someone out there is going through the same thing just bare with me, I truly believe that we'll get out stronger from this hole.

With that being said, I'm really anxious to record new videos with these two new toys! 
Thank you D for your support, also the brand that offered me the octopus fantasy toy is treediride.com, this is not sponsored, I won't gain a thing if you decided to purchase there. 

#fyp