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like in any person at different moments of life, I have different personalities and this is constantly changing
Even in my photos you can see that the photos are sometimes cute and kawaii and sometimes dark and gothic

sometimes I am noisy and cheerful and sometimes sad and serious, but there are other cycles

I disappeared again as usual, my moral forces are very cyclical. I have stages when I am full of energy and strength for several days and then I go into hibernation and work very inefficiently and do not communicate with anyone and sleep almost all day. I have lost so many potential friends because of this and I am very scared to lose you too. I try to keep you informed. I feel that soon again the cycle of productive work and I will try to do something cool. I really appreciate you and really love to maintain this profile, I would not want to lose what I have. my freedom of creative expression or sometimes some thoughts.
my whole life consists of such cycles of a super active and productive ishynya and an energyless ishynya that still tries to do something. when I'm productive I work almost without sleep and even forget to eat haha!

if you notice these cycles in yourself, try not to blame yourself for it. I know it's hard, but give yourself a break. I often do not allow myself to do this and because of this, the negative cycle becomes longer. don't make the same mistake. it's ok, we're human